Aging

Turning 30 today. Is damm scary when you hit the big 3 because it's like really no longer young. 

When I was in my twenties, 30 seems so far away and in a blink of eye, it is here. Today I saw a video, 

At 30, 

When you die, people will say you die too young. 

When you are alive, peoplr will say yoi sre no longer young. 

And doesnt help that Im afraid of growing old and growing fat. Sadly, these two are linked. When you grow old, your metabolism will drop. Today my brother eZ saying, do you know that at 30, your metabolism start to drop to half. 

At 30, 

I wish I can win my 7million toto soon 😂

Have good health and happiness 

And for everyone around me to stay healthy and happy too. 

Thursday is the start of PSLE, wishing them all the best! 🤞

Tomorrow is never guranteed

Yesterday was the last day of xiao gui wake. 

16 September I was at work and my friend sent me an article that xiao gui has passed away. I was so shock and thought that it was fake news, but after googling, there were so many articles about it. My heart broke a little. I went to his instagram and he posted on his story just 23 hours ago. 

He was part of my of my teenage years. I think the time I became more familiar with them was when he started hosting on yu le bai fen bai. Everytime at 5pm? I will be in front of my tv watching channel u. I used to blog alot and it's really great for me to look back on. His concert, his drama. Looking back Im about to realised his concert was so long ago in 2012, and how I thought he has worked hard and his concert was great even though I dont know most of the songs. 

He is at the peak of his life, gaining more popularity as he host Mr Player, and his life just ended like this. Just a tear in the artery and the life is gone. I cannot imagine if there is a spirit/soul, when he looks at his body, what will he be thinking. 

Looking at what his fans and other artists are posting about him, he must have been a really great guy. He has fulfilled alot during his life time. They say good people die young because they have achieved enough in their life or because they should not suffer in this terrible world. 

Life is really unpredictable. Xiao gui exercises to keep fit, abstain from sweet stuff and have been going for yearly healthcheck after he found out he has hereditary kidney issue and the three highs. 

Nobody's tomorrow is guranteed.