Today I took a a child for my first withdrawal in this school.
It has been a long time since I did withdrawal, from when I left practicum. I kind of forgot how much I love interacting with the kids. Especially when it was so hard to arrange for withdrawal during school hours recently, making me feel very 挫败, and I felt that maybe I shouldn't work here.
Then today after withdrawal, I felt my happiness again. I think it was also because the kid was very well behaved, haha. And things are also slowly falling into place. I think for me, I don't mind if the kid takes a slightly longer time to learn, compared to if the kids have compliance issue. If the child doesnt comply, I will feel very bad because it is like I have no control and shows my weakness, so it will really test my patience.
Today, I'm so glad I found the love for my job again! Kids really have the ability to make you feel better! ")
